You are slipping into the deepened,
The pain, the fear, the worry, the shame,
The agony, the worry, the shame.
Your bed feels like a rock,
A big rough cold rock,
The only thing you can feel,
Through your numb body,
Through your shattered body.
That one failed dream stuck in your head,
That one guy stuck in your mind,
That one lost glory stuck in your mind,
That one awkward moment stuck in your brain,
The awkwardness, the pain, the worry, the shame.
Madness, madness, madness,
Pain, disillusion, torture, pain,
This is madness, this is pain.
Turn to the left,
Turn to the right,
Face the sky,
Only I see the roof,
No, just darkness.
Let the darkness become your companion,
Let the darkness become your only companion,
Let it caress and lick your whole body,
Let it hug, cuddle and engulf you into nothingness…